Im offically depressed....I really don't know what to do about my relationship with Javier...it makes me so damn mad that when i first met him how we talked about our goals and how we both we're eager to have children... I even remember him saying he wanted to get married soon and all this bullshit well here i am now a year and a half later and he doesn't even want to get a house just me and him. That kind of pisses me off because its like...why should i put my dreams on hold for you?? It makes me sad too especially today when i thought i was pregnant and all of a sudden i get my period...its like I pray and pray but there is no use...any sugguestions on what to do?
